And I've never been this happy and sad at the same time. Never been this exhausted but contented. I'm so happy it scares me that something might turn wrong and pop this bubble of happiness growing inside me. After 9 years, 9 years of waiting and asking God when will be the next time I will share the same table with my family, finally He answered my, our, prayers. We'll be spending Holidays with my family outside the country. *Doing my tap dance* I'm excited to be in a new place, I do love to travel and enjoy long journey. See new things and eat different foods. I mean who don't want food? But more than anything, I'll finally see my family. I miss how my papa kiss me with his beard, the level of burn in my mom's cooking, my big brother's cuddle when I have nightmares and my sister's chicka and constant tease. It's funny tho how my papa keep on telling my baby bro to look after me. I was like, "Umh hello pa, I'm the older being remember?" Haha but no puns intended yeah he is more mature than I so that's pretty understandable and tolerable in my part.
Happy Holidays everyone! Oh 19th of December please do come smoothly :)
