This Is Still For You

I hope you know that you are wonderful.

I know you don't want to hurt anyone. But more than anything you're afraid of hurting yourself. I understand. I know what you've been through so I can't hold it against you if you want to protect yourself. I just hope that you see yourself in a brighter note, just because some people made you feel small, rejected you and hurt you doesn't mean that everyone you will meet thinks the same thing. There will always, always be someone who will accept you and love you for who you are.

You are still wonderful and I hope you know that. You hurt people, intentionally or unintentionally, and you hold it against yourself. Everyone hurt someone, in this world that is inevitable. Get over it, please.

You are good no matter how many times you told me you are not. You got issues, imperfections. But you are not as bad as you think you are. You are fragile. In need of assurance. You are someone who cares for his family more than himself. You are wonderful.

And yes, you're an a$$hole but you're not selfish. You are not and that I can be sure of because I can't possibly fall in love with someone who's selfish.

I pray for the day that you will forgive yourself. You are wonderful and its crazy you don't know your good points. I will say it over and over until you believe that you are. You are wonderful.

PS.
I told you that by the time I came back from my vacation I've already gotten over you. But it seems impossible for now. I still like you. I don't know until when but I wish you all the happiness be it with her or other girl, please be happy. I will get over you don't worry, its just that it takes more than months and travels and foods and books to get over you. But I will.