I woke up today feeling the void in my heart I have long denied. I tried to deny it over and over hoping it'll go away but the pain reminds me that it's real, determined to stay and not going anywhere, will knock me down again no sooner than later. It's infuriating cos i don't know what's missing or where did I go wrong. I have lovable family, supportive friends and I have God above all. I should be happy having them, shouldn't I?