It's been 4 years or more and maybe I haven't completely moved on. By the fact that I've messed up so much and haven't completely liked or loved anyone after we fall apart. I always thought that you're one in a million but then again there are millions of guys to choose from. You can make me laugh even in the silliest stuff, you're not realistic but rather romantic. I know we don't last long but moments with you feels like yesterday and makes it harder for me to let go. I always thought that I'm over you, that I'm okay, that I can make it work alone but I always stumble when it comes to you. I always thought that I'm the luckiest when I'm with you. Always thought that it feels good to love someone so much it almost hurt, but realization hit me that sometimes it's not always good to drown yourself for loving someone. Always thought that pain is inevitable in every situation in life but later on realized that if you can avoid it do so. You don't have to always catch every ball that is coming on your way. And up till now, I could honestly say that you're still on my mind. If only I could turn back time and spend one more day with you.