Sometimes I hate myself

I was so stupid to believe that there is so much more. That there is so much more in simple Hi's and Hello's. There is so much more in smiles that we exchanged. That there is so much more in your stares and gentleness. You came without warning. You made me fall. Made me believe that a girl like me can be loved the way I dreamed to. You made me feel special. You made me fall deeply, madly, in love with you. And now you're gone without saying a word. Just how cruel can you be? You think I can just act as if nothing happened after all you've done? You think I can cope as easy as you can when you don't even bother explaining yourself? You think I can simply adapt with this sudden change? And if you think I can't pull myself together just because you're gone, think again. I'll prove you wrong. I have had faced too many heartaches before I met you. It's not as if you're the first but I'll make sure that you will be the last.