So here I am in a cafe. Bored, annoyed, confused, I'm not me today. And the song keeps on repeating this "All you need is love" lyrics. And right now it is getting on my nerves. I am not sad just unhappy. And not knowing why I'm feeling this way makes me more irritated. Maybe I'm just being hormonal.

I'm sitting in the most secluded part of the cafe. I watched people walk outside, Christmas lights lighted even though it's still morning. The lovers in the next table are talking about wedding or something. I don't wanna hear the groggy details of their happy ever after and the song is kinda annoying so I put my head phone on and blast it in maximum. Maybe I'll go deaf when I grow older.

I'm trying to keep myself busy here. Tried reading, then writing and I bring my sketch pad with me in case I got tired being an internet addict. I'm not feeling like going home for the mean time. My brothers were not at home, the older one have work this morning till 3pm I guess and my lil bro have a Christmas party.

I'm weird when I'm alone. Maybe everybody is? School is boring, same old same old. So does my OJT so I got nothing much to say. The only thing I am looking forward to is Christmas break. I am going home for Christmas to celebrate it with my grandparents and uncles and cousins. My high school friends and I are going to Tree Top Adventure so I have to save. And why, oh why for the sweet name of heavens I keep on wasting my money?

My favorite song is playing now, gonna go.