Don't Forget

I remember losing my strawberry cupcake key chain when I was in high school. I tried looking everywhere and tracked my footsteps but I can't find it. You saw me and I told you that I lost the key chain you gave  to me. I am utterly happy when you helped me with my dilemma cos I thought you'll be mad. After minutes of looking you grew tired and told me that you'll just buy me another one. But that never happened.

I was disappointed but never told you. Not by fact that you didn't bought me another one but what saddened me is the fact that you'd rather buy another one than to look for it. It is not just a key chain, it is more than that. Don't you remember? It is the first gift you gave to me. Summer time but it's raining, we went inside a shop cos we don't have umbrella, I saw it and thought it's cute but you said it is too girly pink. But when we were about to part ways you gave it to me. I was surprised and you told me that it means nothing. You just think that it suits me, fluffy like the icing, so you bought it. That was the best thing that happened in my summer. Don't you remember? It holds so many memories but you can easily replace it. Just like that. Just by saying "I'll buy you a new one." No matter how good that new one is, it is not the same. Is it really easy to replace something just because you've lost the old one when you don't look hard enough to begin with? Are we just like that now? Am I just one key chain in your collections that can be easily replaced?

I'm not being sappy nor holding anything against you. It just puzzle me, I don't know how it works with so many people. How they can easily understand things I can't.