Have you ever had a dream so poignantly wonderful that waking up felt like an utter pain? So last night, once again you walked in the gates of my dream. Making a perfect mess in my life because of that smile. No one knows how much I cried that day we called it off. I always wish those thoughts to go away. But they won't leave me alone, gripping tighter, eating the light I've been holding on. There are times I don't know what is worse, missing you or knowing the fact that there is nothing I can do. I know I've already let you go, but you know what the saddest part is? It is when I still check my phone at night waiting for a message I'll never had. Thinking if you misses me now that I am gone. And who am I kidding? Of course you don't, cos if you do you would have had contacted me and not wait this long.
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