I Should

I should be patient in times that you are getting the toll out of me. I should be understanding eventhough you are being irrational. I should be giving eventhough I have nothing left. I should trust your decisions eventhough I know it will hurt us both. I should be humble in every fight we have. I know I should. I should do what's best for us, what's right. I should, but why does it hurt? So much it's becoming hard to breath.