You told me to look at you in the eye. I'm scared cos I know you'll read what I'm thinking. I know that when I look at you, the words I'm wanting to say won't be put in words. So I took a deep breath and say everything I want without stopping, without looking at you. And when I'm done talking, you did not say a word. I won't look at you cos I know you're looking at me with those caring eyes and it will break my heart. I watched you walk, I know I should have stopped you. I know I should have hugged you that time. But I didn't. It is not pride that's holding me back, it is doing what is right. Or at least what I think is right. I'm a coward, expecting you to do everything and the only thing I am good at is hurting you. Playing with words and giving you a broken heart. As much as it breaks you, I want you to know that the pain you're having is twice the pain I'm taking. Up until now I still hate what I've done. If only I am given a chance to go back in the past, I'll choose that day. I'll choose you. I'll choose that moment to be brave.
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