Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Girl Inlove

What's with the new haircut? Haha like seriously I'm not talking about MY hair it is HIS hair. The guy whom I've been crushing on for how many months now, had his hair cut like Zayn Malik of 1D. I know I sound trivial or pathetic, but there's no helping it, I LOVE his new hair. It gives him that sultry look and when he plays his guitar, damn! I'm melting. I basically lost count on how many times I bit my lips or the insides of my cheeks to refrain myself from smiling like a fool. Our eyes met and I'm sure of it. I'm not assuming anything cos I happen to know the concept of eye contact. And it happened 4 times for it to be called coincidence. Haha do I sound like I'm justifying my words or you think it's just me and my wishful thinking and I'm overly talented in reading between the lines? Ohh well, it's up to you to decide and for now let me savor that fleeting moments. I remember our first direct eye contact, it made me weak down to my knees and I'm the first one to look away in that eerie seconds. And I know I sound like an idiot for you who thinks this is no longer a simple infatuation but an obsession to cure. Don't worry I'll get over him like I always did in the past. So for now, bear with me even though I'm not making any sense.

I think I just like him from a child's viewpoint. No raging hormones or influence of grim reality. It's solely platonic.... and yes one-sided, AS OF NOW. Haha never say die, eh?And for me, adoring someone from afar is the cutest, sweetest, most painful and creepiest way to like someone. (Ok cross out the latter, I'm not a freaking stalker I'm a researcher).

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