Another Face in the Crowd

Okay. I’m moving on, this time it’s for real. No more hesitations, no more wobbling steps nor halfhearted decisions. I won’t let him come in and out of my life whenever it is convenient for him. I won’t be swayed by those sweet, empty words. Unfortunately for you, I learned my lesson.

Those eyes that used to melt my heart and made my knees tremble begin to annoy me. Late night conversations bored me cos we’re just running in circles, chasing our own tails. At first, I want you to fight for me, that’s all I ever want. Now that’s the last thing I want you to do, cos this thing is not worth fighting for anymore. It’s not even worth our little, pathetic time.

You showered me compliments, you know I loved it. And it's amazing how something so sweet sound so wrong now. How your smile seems so fake, how crooked your nose is, how insincere and inconsistent you are. Everything's coming in light now. I am no more blinded by that stupid infatuation which I accidentally mistaken of for love.

Don't expect me to be always available now. To be thrilled and run in the store whenever you text me. To pick up the phone in its first ring. To believe those sweet-nothings. I'm tired playing this boy-meets-girl-falling-in-love-and-lived-happily-ever-after thing. I know better now. I've grown in that short period of time thanks to you.