Wish I could move forward and forget everything. Forget your smile. Your eyes when they twinkle. Forget you. Yes, forget you. I should have known that I should not get too close to anyone cos it won't last. It never does. This thing called love is a trick, it's a lie. And before I knew it, it already bit me in the neck and won't let go as it takes the life out of me.
That talk we shared, we called it a mistake and maybe it was but what if it wasn't? Then I knew that I should just keep my distance from you and continue with what I've had. But you always, always find a way to sneak in at the back of my mind. Then it scares me. It scares me cos as much as possible I don't wanna care, I don't wanna believe in love for there will always be hate. And after all the happiness there is emptiness.
But truth be told sometimes I want you, and today is one of those times. All the wanting eats me away.
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