Dear People I Love

So I'll be more honest about my feelings. Nobody knows where we will be or how long we'll be here so I'll just say what my heart says.

Jazelle- I'm in love with your words and your works and not with you. So don't flatter yourself. Kidding. You are a great endorser of books. We can talk anything and everything and I enjoyed it. It is fun hearing about your messy love affair. At least you have something to worry about. And I love hearing your sarcastic remarks. Sometimes I don't know if you're giving your honest opinion or your ridiculous sarcasm is kicking in, again. And I'm happy that I can be honest with you.

Fatima- You are one cheeky brat but I love you. You know when I am awkward and points it out. Not to make fun of me but to help me overcome it, you never make me feel uncomfortable. Sometimes I wish you'd pursue Psychology, you know how to deal with people, you understand them. But I know you're happy on whatever path you choose. I am happy you found love and you never ditch us for him. And I bet your planner is busier than I am.

April- You are hilarious. I never met anyone that is so honest and can think of a punch line in every conversation. You say things whether it is good or bad, a trait I admire. I can put my faith in it 100% without even thinking that you're lying behind your pretty white teeth  But sometimes, I feel like you're doubting yourself or you're sad, but I want you to know that you are dearly loved by everyone.

Leslie- You bring out the girlie girlish part of me. We have the same type of men and we fan girl as if there is no tomorrow. Sorry I did not pick your phone call the last time, I do it with everyone so don't take it too personally. We can be loud at extremely different level. But you know how to shut up when you know I don't wanna talk. You give me the silence I need and never felt awkward about it. A silence that we're comfortable of.

Geoff- I love you. You are someone I can seriously spend my life with. Not romantically tho. We both know we are not each other's type. I just think spending every moment with you is never boring. You have much stories than all of us combined. You are funny and amazing and strong, you deserve to be happy and the fact that you throw yourself for someone else's happiness proves how genuine you are.

Jocel- Truth be told I'm afraid of you, sometimes. You can be serious, you can be fun, you can be incredibly clumsy but always know what you're doing. I'm proud on where you are now. I know you can be successful. You have the right drive. You are one of the very few people that understands me. You know what to say in every situation. And I am utterly happy that you always give me space and time in times that I don't wanna talk.

Pablito- The first time I saw you, I know you'll be my friend. I don't know how but I just know. I tease you and you tease me back. You're like my brother but acts like a make-believe-father towards us. You are strong; physically, emotionally and mentally. A true inspiration.

Clary- You're so funny. I never thought I'll be friends with you. Like seriously, you are loud, you can talk non-stop whether it is important or complete trash. But mostly gibberish. I love spending time with you cos you always have something to say. But no matter how loud you can be, you know how to listen. You scare the shit out of me when you are mad and I wish you know how to handle it by time. No matter how many times you say you can't or it's not enough, we all know how much effort you do in your work. You're going to do great things no matter what you choose.

Elmyca- I truly love you. But what happened? No matter how much you love those two boys with you right now, I know you'll going to hate them. Or maybe not. I just hope you're happy with whatever path you're taking. I still love you though.

Family- MOM- you are my inspiration. Thank you for always keeping up with me and encouraging me. Thank you for being the light in my darkest hours. I love you . PAPA- I miss you. I miss running in the house when you're trying to kiss me. I always say that your beard is as irritating as your kisses. Now I miss the old times. How I wish you'll chase me again for kisses, but this time I won't run. I love you. KUYA- you always tell me what to do. And I appreciate you for always looking after me, us. I miss your cooking. Thank you for hugging me whenever I have a night mare during my first year in college. I love you. ATE- you are one insufferable girl. I miss our tirades, I miss hanging out with you, and yes I miss robbing you. I still rob you anyway. You know what I want, what I need, and knows how to make me say yes without me knowing. I love you. IAN- you are very very very irritating sometimes. Sorry for not being a good role model. You act older than I. Sometimes it makes me feel good but mostly, it irritates me. I enjoy you being mean, being sarcastic. I love you.